i love what you're wearing

art/ crawl -
followed you home, drunk, drunk, zoe on my arm

i had to work in the morning

dance night at a old hall.
The one who told me i was cute, I slept with him
a total of 5 times.
And then stopped, it suddenly seemed silly.

but this isn't about the summer
or
how the jealousy of him tricked you into thinking you wanted to be with me

no

this is about a year ago.

last autumn.

when I followed you home.

drunk.

with zoe on my arm.

And it was cold.

and I had already kissed you.

and seen flashes of your skin beneath your clothes.

and felt how your hands found my body.

and guessed how your body would find mine.

yes.

It was cold

I knew that you'd be warm.

Simmering with stories.

Hidden behind nonchalance.

Charm.

Warmth. Stories. something i couldn't place.

A lot changes in a year.

But the season returns.

the air feels the same,

Although everything is not.